I think I’m gonna take a break from this Tumblr soon. It was a good tool for motivation when I was getting back into working out/eating clean, but all it is now is something that pisses me off and discourages me. I’m tired of seeing posts on my dashboard of people who have lost 30 pounds in three months when I can’t even lose 5 pounds in four months. I don’t want to see anyone else saying “treat yourself, listen to your body, eat when you’re hungry,” because as helpful as that might be for some people, it only makes me angry because I can’t afford to treat myself and listen to my body.
This may sound very negative but I’m fed up with not seeing the results I want and Tumblr is just exacerbating my anger. I’m not going to delete my account, I’m going to simply stay off of the site.

Maybe I’ll see yall over the summer.

Pretty upset because I want to know how to cut??? Get lean??? Lose fat??? All of these things.

I’ve been up for an hour and it’s not even light out yet.

I’ve been up for an hour and it’s not even light out yet.

happyhealthyvibrations:

I believe it is veggie time {carrots & sugar snap peas}

happyhealthyvibrations:

I believe it is veggie time {carrots & sugar snap peas}

I feel like my workouts have been shitty lately so instead of resting tomorrow, I’m gonna wake up and run on campus before breakfast. Also I feel awful from that peanut butter earlier (I can’t even think about peanut butter right now, I’m feeling quite ILL) so I know I won’t be hungry when I wake up and running will kick start my tum. 
I should be doing school work but instead I’m stressing about the lack of work I’ve already not done. My logic is obviously very useful.